Our sweet baby girls journey!

It was finally time for our 20 week ultra-sound! We were so excited to see what she looked like in detail! We were also a little nervous because we were wondering if she would have a cleft lip like her daddy! When we got to see her in 4d I thought she was the most beautiful thing! The ultra-sound tech ruled out she didn't have cleft lip.. We were so relieved! It was so fun being able to see all of her features! We meet with my OB and he was like he always was just fun and joking... Then he got really serious! He said well the ultra-sound detected a few high risk concerns! I don't know about you but when he said that my heart completely dropped! This was probably one of the worse news I have ever received! He began to tell us that she has a lemon-shaped skull, and she has cysts in the back of her brain! She also has the one artery two vessels for the umbilical cord! She is measuring 3 weeks smaller than she should, and they were concerned about her heart. He said with all of these issues it most likely she will have a syndrome so he wanted us to meet with a specialist! This hit me hard! I felt so selfish worried about a cleft lip! I would take a cleft lip any day then all of these other things! I went home and didn't know how to feel! We had to wait a week to see the specialists and it was the longest week of my life! I was a wreck! I stayed In my bed for the most part and would pray every night I could hold my little girl in my arms!